The Expansive Undercurrent to the Soul Path

It is a misconception that the spiritual path is only for those who are ‘gifted’, those who are crystal children. Those who want to be like monks and live in caves. Those who do yoga. Those who meditate. Those who practice Reiki. Those who travel in the ethers. Let’s be serious. The spiritual path firstly is subjective to the individual. However, with that in mind, I would love to give a shout out to those who are at home, doing the best they can to be a decent human being. There is a beautiful simplicity in this. There is a double edged sword when we head out as a spiritual aspirant. Often it can lead us down the path of identification to be this way or that. And this is so perfect to find your way. But something to feel into is the forever undercurrent that exists beneath every group identification, or activity, or practice. That is truth. Openness. Finding one’s own way back to our soul or essence.

The undercurrent has felt more like a comfort blanket for me of late. I have chopped and changed path so dramatically that it feels the complete opposite of what I have been studying for almost four years straight quite intensively. These modalities, if I may call them that are so completely opposite that the universal laws are bringing them together, making me the centre. I watched myself fight this new and perfect path for myself. I felt myself resist. I could see when my ego went into complete fear that all I had learnt previously was for nothing. But, now. Now, I can feel when I allow myself to be completely absorbed by the passion and intensity that is my soul path and my union with it, that I am allowing myself to be soothed by the fact that in everything I have ever studied the intention behind it has never strayed. The intention to know truth. To know more about myself. To enter self mastery which is a forever school I am absolutely devoted to on a daily basis. So, there is never a wrong modality. Or a wrong teacher. Or a bad decision. It is my responsibility and my intention to focus on learning, feeling, staying true to me and my soul path. Knowing this has alleviated some of the self made anxiety that I was creating for myself.

So, I have surrendered over my suffering, my attempt to separate this study into right and wrong. Good and bad. What works and doesn’t work. And entered into a new contract to walk into anything I study with the intention to learn. For the study of Self and soul is the study of the mysteries and they come through in whatever way suits me and in whatever way is needed for the soul path at exactly the right time. The study of self is the belief in something more than simply being born, working, and dying. There is an essence, a flavour, a powerful pull that leads the aspirant down a spiralling path of trusting in both Self to interpret and act when it aligns in life, and in the mysteries and their interaction with me equally.

May we relax and deepen into our soul path. May we trust and have a light filled hope that burns so bright within us that it cannot be extinguished. May we inhabit the place we stand and be a presence that burns brightly here on earth.

All my love and hope,

Elise

Image by Lunamom58

The Warrior in This World

Do you dare to be different? Are you dissatisfied with how the world is run today? I want to introduce the Warrior archetype and how it’s needed in our world today in the cleanest, clearest, open, and compassionate way. It’s screaming to me to share this post here. This energy has literally saved my life on many occasions, and it rips my heart open to feel into the screwed up way it is being represented in the world, and has been in the past. It’s time to own this Warrior within ourselves. The ripple effect is massive…. And it’s a beautiful way to reduce the fear in the world once this all becomes conscious.

It’s not an easy path, but a beautiful one. It’s not for everyone, but a few. It’s a path of authenticity, It’s following a knowing, It’s having to either stand up and confront something even within self, or to sit and stay in the energy of it. It’s feeling the uncomfortable and being in it, open to what it is that needs to be learned. It’s staying for the sake of discovering truth, or leaving for the same. It’s discovering the highest good for all and doing what is necessary. It’s being on alert for ultimate truth that shows up daily, hourly, every minute, every second. What is the ultimate TRUTH?? Give me something to sink my teeth into…. GGRRR!!

If you find yourself being a non- conformist of societal norms, then a type of Warrior you are. What I am focused on is the Warrior for the unjust, the suppression of others, the sexual distortions and the greed in the world. I do work on myself in the Mars energy with love and compassion in my heart for this to be changed. My prayer is that Mars energy is consciously accessed with those who are heart aligned. My plea to you is to clear the way you are in this energy, and receiving the energy- and Rewilding does that so well, so that change may be made within our lives, and in the world. 
Thought: What is it that you could work with in Mars energy to purify in your world? What are you called to start to change within?

This path has ripped me apart. My brain had it all worked out- easy, the warrior’s path. Cool. Honesty. Honour. Pain. Good, bring it. But, I didn’t realise the level of surrender, the depths of despair, the constant requirement to check into the inner clear rod running within, the humbleness of the light that constantly brings me to my knees, the requirement to soften…. deepen, soften, and deepen….To weep in the agony, to feel ALL and act from a place of deep reverence and compassion. This, now this is the path of the warrior, and the heart of a Warrior is tested time and time again. And it needs to, for “with great power comes great responsibility…” Voltaire. Change is needed from the heart. We can start with our own lives. But there’s always a catch to this work…. It requires it ALL. Everything of you…

To have the courage to open the heart and love- only to have it broken many times over. But, it opens, once again. To have the courage to trust continually. To have courage to be seen vulnerable. To have the courage to live in truth, no matter the difficulty of that. To have the courage to see All of yourself and feel it, know it, and live it.

The difference between the Warrior and the Soldier is great. The Warrior chooses her battles. Selects and crafts direction. Then serves self and other humbly, knowingly. With freedom of choice. The soldier is told where to move and how.

Now, I’ve had this need to get into Mars energy for some time. To understand it. To feel where it is represented in society. It f**king breaks my heart how distorted it is, and how there’s nothing discussed to represent the purity of this gorgeous energy in the world. Because it is there!!!!!!

Archetype- MARS: God of War, ‘Doing’, Conquering, Change, focus, discipline, drive, confidence, assertiveness, power… 
Distortions: Separation, Greed, Sexual Exploitation, Manipulation, Senseless War, Death, Overwhelming Power, Keeping Structures in Place for Control and Manipulation.
Pure Form: Doing, Change, Raw Power, Honor, Loyalty, Compassion, heart aligned….
In the pure form arose the Shaolin monks, “Merely the material manifestation of an inner state. This unlikely fusion of a quiet spirituality with a daring physicality has driven the mythic power of the monks” (PBS.ORG). Those who can and could fight when necessary were warriors, however never lost connection to their heart and soul. Meditations daily and rigorously, fighting drills performed, pacts made to only enter combat when necessary. Oh, this is divine. How often have we asked ourselves, “Is it necessary to say this to my friend?” We choose our own battles…..

I LOVE that The Shaolin monks existed during a time of upheaval. When Power over other lands, lust, and conquering existed. This was set up as apart against this. Heart aligned. In honorable service. Interestingly enough, The Shaolin as well as the Knights Templars (European knights in service to the Pilgrimage to the Holy Land (Jerusalum)), shared an equal fate as far as the Emeror/ King went from using them in service and being an aid, to them turning on them as a powerful enemy to the Kingdom. The Knights Templar served until it was abolished, and the Shaolin warriors aligned themselves with the Rebels and continue to exist (in small numbers) today. I just love all of this…. There’s nothing more yummy then Mars energy humbled, heart aligned and in service of the greater good. Un-contaminated. Un-corruptible, it is a dangerous force for change. Taking a vow of integrity in the power that flows… As I type this I see in my minds eye an image of a warrior on one knee….

Now, I’m not saying to get into martial arts (unless you want to), I’m saying, we can apply this to our lives. This Warrior way is heart aligned, truth aligned, and fearless. This power of Mars has the ability to change so much about our own life, and the lives of others. It has the ability to change the way the world is in suffering now. Not through fighting the fights and banging heads with those in power, but via consciously working with, and applying the energy into our daily lives when called to. Imagine an empowered woman being a role model, living in truth, aligned with the purity of this energy and delivering/ or living from the heart in this energy which promotes change. Oh, sweet change….

I’m in! Who’s with me?

Written by Elise Heyward
Art by Tomasz Namielski

The Transmutation of the Shadows Within

What a gift it is to be aware of our shadows, our parts of Self we feel we need to hide or suppress….

The call is here. Seek the answer within.
Do it with vigilance.
Do it with integrity.
Do it for yourself…..
This takes so much courage to see those areas of yourself you mightn’t want to see. We all have them.

This is not for the light of heart. To be able to change a ‘fault’, or a ‘shadow’ aspect of Self that you do not like into a gift or deep wisdom is powerful. But you will metaphorically bleed…

It goes directly into the area most people wish to avoid.
It goes directly into the deep wounds.
It goes deeply into the constraints we feel upon us- whether we know where they come from or not.
It asks the Warrior part within to walk directly into the shadow- only this time with no Armour. This time with nothing but openness, curiosity and a willingness for transformation to take place- however that looks….

What is the deal? Let’s look at finally being able to accept all aspects of us. Those bits we might fear to even look at within Self. That old adage we should choose ‘love’ over fear is so on the money it’s not funny. The ultimate courage requires us to love so openly that we risk our heart being broken by people, by situations, and life events…. The breaking of the heart happens so that we return to rawness, to our essential nature. To a sweet humbleness…. To truly feel in a world of ‘numbing out’. To be able to become sensitive enough to be in union with the divine, but still walk the line of balance with being a warrior for ourselves- ultimately being vigilant in upholding our integrity, our healthy boundaries, our balanced ego, our soul connection- staying vigilant with our center at all times- knowing what feels amazingly aligned and what doesn’t.

There’s a new world being birthed. What is needed is people prepared to dive deeply and courageously into their truths; The wounding we were born with, those we collect in life- and work with them! Turn them over… What’s underneath this shadow work? Treasure. Pure treasure…. Your key to knowing yourself. Your key to being a powerful person living in authenticity. Your key for stepping out of victimization, numbing out, blame, disconnect, and playing small….. Your vivacious life awaits.
Do you have the courage?

It’s time….

Art by Pat Erickson
Written by Elise Heyward

To The Battling Warrior

I Bow to You….

To the warrior with built up walls and thick skin

I bow to you

To the warrior reluctant to love, encased with Armour

I bow to you

To the Warrior who is restless and aimless

I bow to you

To the warrior who needs to be rigid- for now

I bow to you

To the warrior who is frustrated and fed up

I bow to you

For the Warrior who cannot fight anymore

I love you….

There is a divine timing to this unraveling….
No shame or judgement
Around whatever is needed now.
Just a beautiful knowing
That it’s all as it should be….
Let this be a message
For any tired warrior out there-
Get back up, and take this as your sign
Keep going... Gently pick yourself up...
Your life is waiting for you...

I bow to you.


Heart opening meditation offering :
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Sacred Union For Radical Change

On my knees- heart open and spinning, tears in my eyes
Feeling so much….

I ask the energy I feel within and surrounding me:-
How can I serve from this place?
When all I have are my eyes, my hands, my voice, my body…
Something has to change!
I feel this is beyond me…
I surrender……

Infuse me with your grace….
Let me serve from this place.

So my ego cannot fathom the work that comes of our unity

Oh, let me surrender to this.

Let me birth this into the world…

Let me be humbled and reminded of my power in service

Let me serve from the highest place, from the deepest space of wisdom

Let divinity flow through and remove me from this:
Let my eyes be the eyes of divinity…..
Let my voice be the voice of divinity…
Let my hands be the hands of divinity….
Let my body be the body of divine love and grace….

I surrender this over. I open my channel- may you swirl your ancient wisdom

I ask for the courage to stand in truth.
Courage to Act on the inner knowings that tell me to ‘let go’.
Courage to allow sacredness to move how it wishes.
Courage to trust, stay open, supple and loving,
And serve from this place.  

For to stay in this world witnessing the lack of sacredness
And NOT step out of the way for the divine to flow through
Deeply hurts and is not living in my own truth-

To create space for a wave of radical change….

Author: Elise Heyward
Artist: Brenda Burke