I am Holding Space as You Rise, Sister

I’m holding space for you as you find your legs again. As you learn to walk with allowing the wisdom of millions of years course through your veins once more. I’m holding with love as I see you stumble, and fumble, and fall on your knees.

I’m witnessing your courageous rise as you dare to stand back up, and embody all of the woman your ancestors call for you to be, the woman you desire to be.… I am holding as your heart splits open, and you feel the cries and screams of atrocities in the world.. in your world… And I’m holding whilst you let them move through your body- in all of its moving and shaking wisdom to let it go…. I’m lovingly witnessing the merging of your deep wisdom, the unravelling of the delicate chords within your throat so that your beautiful voice is heard, is felt, is radiated outwards as it interrupts, disrupts and creates space for the healing and lovingly unravels of the damage of thousands of years of disempowerment, fear and disconnect from your own truth….

I am in awe holding you as you release the fears, the torture, the trauma within, and I witness you open to deep connection…. I see you flow with your own inner desires, and watch you move as your inner truth becomes visible through your dance and movement. I witness your rage, your screams… your powerful cutting of chords that have kept you in doubt and so, so small…. I watch you light a match when all of the stories are ready to be transmuted, and I watch you set fire to it all- letting the stories burn. As I see the tears fall silently, and grace fill your body and face, I see you accept yourself and everything you have been through up until this very moment…. I see you rise in your rawness, in your beauty, in your truth, your authenticity…. I hear your song low and high, sweet and powerful… connected and with so, so much love, and deep, deep experienced wisdom…. I see you in every woman who steps up to claim her rightful space here in this world. In this moment. The sacredness, the love, the connection, the compassion, the raw bloody truth of it all.… I hold space for you, my love. It is time…

All my love,
Elise

P.S. There will be a gathering of women to move and meditate starting February, 2022. Stay tuned….

Art by Anna Rose Bain

 

 

The Warrior in This World

Do you dare to be different? Are you dissatisfied with how the world is run today? I want to introduce the Warrior archetype and how it’s needed in our world today in the cleanest, clearest, open, and compassionate way. It’s screaming to me to share this post here. This energy has literally saved my life on many occasions, and it rips my heart open to feel into the screwed up way it is being represented in the world, and has been in the past. It’s time to own this Warrior within ourselves. The ripple effect is massive…. And it’s a beautiful way to reduce the fear in the world once this all becomes conscious.

It’s not an easy path, but a beautiful one. It’s not for everyone, but a few. It’s a path of authenticity, It’s following a knowing, It’s having to either stand up and confront something even within self, or to sit and stay in the energy of it. It’s feeling the uncomfortable and being in it, open to what it is that needs to be learned. It’s staying for the sake of discovering truth, or leaving for the same. It’s discovering the highest good for all and doing what is necessary. It’s being on alert for ultimate truth that shows up daily, hourly, every minute, every second. What is the ultimate TRUTH?? Give me something to sink my teeth into…. GGRRR!!

If you find yourself being a non- conformist of societal norms, then a type of Warrior you are. What I am focused on is the Warrior for the unjust, the suppression of others, the sexual distortions and the greed in the world. I do work on myself in the Mars energy with love and compassion in my heart for this to be changed. My prayer is that Mars energy is consciously accessed with those who are heart aligned. My plea to you is to clear the way you are in this energy, and receiving the energy- and Rewilding does that so well, so that change may be made within our lives, and in the world. 
Thought: What is it that you could work with in Mars energy to purify in your world? What are you called to start to change within?

This path has ripped me apart. My brain had it all worked out- easy, the warrior’s path. Cool. Honesty. Honour. Pain. Good, bring it. But, I didn’t realise the level of surrender, the depths of despair, the constant requirement to check into the inner clear rod running within, the humbleness of the light that constantly brings me to my knees, the requirement to soften…. deepen, soften, and deepen….To weep in the agony, to feel ALL and act from a place of deep reverence and compassion. This, now this is the path of the warrior, and the heart of a Warrior is tested time and time again. And it needs to, for “with great power comes great responsibility…” Voltaire. Change is needed from the heart. We can start with our own lives. But there’s always a catch to this work…. It requires it ALL. Everything of you…

To have the courage to open the heart and love- only to have it broken many times over. But, it opens, once again. To have the courage to trust continually. To have courage to be seen vulnerable. To have the courage to live in truth, no matter the difficulty of that. To have the courage to see All of yourself and feel it, know it, and live it.

The difference between the Warrior and the Soldier is great. The Warrior chooses her battles. Selects and crafts direction. Then serves self and other humbly, knowingly. With freedom of choice. The soldier is told where to move and how.

Now, I’ve had this need to get into Mars energy for some time. To understand it. To feel where it is represented in society. It f**king breaks my heart how distorted it is, and how there’s nothing discussed to represent the purity of this gorgeous energy in the world. Because it is there!!!!!!

Archetype- MARS: God of War, ‘Doing’, Conquering, Change, focus, discipline, drive, confidence, assertiveness, power… 
Distortions: Separation, Greed, Sexual Exploitation, Manipulation, Senseless War, Death, Overwhelming Power, Keeping Structures in Place for Control and Manipulation.
Pure Form: Doing, Change, Raw Power, Honor, Loyalty, Compassion, heart aligned….
In the pure form arose the Shaolin monks, “Merely the material manifestation of an inner state. This unlikely fusion of a quiet spirituality with a daring physicality has driven the mythic power of the monks” (PBS.ORG). Those who can and could fight when necessary were warriors, however never lost connection to their heart and soul. Meditations daily and rigorously, fighting drills performed, pacts made to only enter combat when necessary. Oh, this is divine. How often have we asked ourselves, “Is it necessary to say this to my friend?” We choose our own battles…..

I LOVE that The Shaolin monks existed during a time of upheaval. When Power over other lands, lust, and conquering existed. This was set up as apart against this. Heart aligned. In honorable service. Interestingly enough, The Shaolin as well as the Knights Templars (European knights in service to the Pilgrimage to the Holy Land (Jerusalum)), shared an equal fate as far as the Emeror/ King went from using them in service and being an aid, to them turning on them as a powerful enemy to the Kingdom. The Knights Templar served until it was abolished, and the Shaolin warriors aligned themselves with the Rebels and continue to exist (in small numbers) today. I just love all of this…. There’s nothing more yummy then Mars energy humbled, heart aligned and in service of the greater good. Un-contaminated. Un-corruptible, it is a dangerous force for change. Taking a vow of integrity in the power that flows… As I type this I see in my minds eye an image of a warrior on one knee….

Now, I’m not saying to get into martial arts (unless you want to), I’m saying, we can apply this to our lives. This Warrior way is heart aligned, truth aligned, and fearless. This power of Mars has the ability to change so much about our own life, and the lives of others. It has the ability to change the way the world is in suffering now. Not through fighting the fights and banging heads with those in power, but via consciously working with, and applying the energy into our daily lives when called to. Imagine an empowered woman being a role model, living in truth, aligned with the purity of this energy and delivering/ or living from the heart in this energy which promotes change. Oh, sweet change….

I’m in! Who’s with me?

Written by Elise Heyward
Art by Tomasz Namielski